This is a post I have been thinking about writing and just not quite sure the best way to do it. It is a request for you, especially those of you I see on a regular basis.
Please talk about Ryan.
I am not sure if people avoid talking about Ryan because they are afraid I might cry (and I might but that is okay) or if they avoid talking about Ryan because they think it is weird. I miss Ryan and I miss being able to talk about Ryan. He does not have to be the only thing talked about, but sometimes I wish he was talked about. I don't have talk about his death (although there are times I need to do that too), but I enjoy remembering the good times and the laughter my husband brought to life. There are days I feel like I am the only person who remembers Ryan. The kids and I talk about him all day long, but there are days I wish that I heard his name from someone else.
I am not writing this because I am angry. I am just sad. I miss Ryan and I don't want him to be forgotten.
