Dr. Koole went on to discuss what it means to become strong in the spirit and how most often it happens when we live in the "deserts"/wilderness (i.e. trials/difficulties). I was struck by how directly these words and situations apply to my life today; how when I hear these words I can look back and see how they have become evident over the last year.
- Growing in patience: I must wait for God's timing, I am probably not as ready as I think I am and I must wait and trust God's timing and planning of life.
- Growing in dependence: God uses these trials, these difficult times in my life, to increase my dependence on Him and Him alone.
- Growing in contentment: God wants me to be content with what I have NOW! He does not want me longing for what once was or what maybe, rather He wants me to be satisfied with what He has given me today.
- Growing in priorities/purpose: God wants me to be seeking out what HIS purpose and priorities are for me.
- Growing in strength: God uses these seasons in my life to make me a stronger person!
- Growing in courage: God allows our courage to grow as we go through the battles of life.
- Growing in maturity.
- Growing in preparation: God is using this time, this moment in my life to prepare me for something that will happen in the future.
- Growing in relationship: I need to turn to God FIRST, not as a second option.
I know that in the past year I have grown in patience, dependence, contentment, priorities, strength, courage, maturity, preparation, and relationship. I also know that I have a LONG way to go. I am so thankful that God is walking with me through this wilderness. I do often wonder when it will end and what that will look like, but today, I am filled with joy at all God is doing in me during this time!